bad vibes

i hate being dragged into other peoples drama.
and i REALLY hate hearing about it everyday
and now i'm starting to resent some bitches.
i've seen another side to them, and i dont dig it.
uugghhh why do most girls suck?

my poor baby

i know you're going through hard times right now,

but i love you so much and will never stop.

i'll always be there for you whenever you need me.

we've been through so much already and

i cant wait to take on the world with you.

if you ever think you have no one,

YOUR STUPID.

you'll always have me, you'll always have your best friends,

and you always have the world in the palm of your hands

because the people around you would do anything for you.

and that includes me.

you've got the talent, the looks, the confidence, the love, everything.

and thats all you need.

i know you're going to be successful at whatever you do in life.

and i'll always be there to give you the help you need

to get to where you want to be.

i'll try my hardest to never let you down, babe,

and so far, i'm highly successful at that.

so keep your head up my love, the sun will shine again.

and i'll totally chase the sun with you<3

dear heart,

i'm sorry i put you through this again..well, KEEP putting you through this.

please dont give out on me and please dont give up on him.

parting words

i reeeaally want to delete some blogs,

but its the memory of what i was going

through thats keeping them on.

it amuses me to see how much has changed,

but gone right back to how they used to be.

i wish i thought of that before,

cause some of the deleted blogs have to do with my life again.

HINT HINT, wink wink.

so i leave with these words,

these parting words i need to get out of my head:

my heart is being taken over once again

by the same shadow of my past.

i feel like crying with happiness,

screaming with frustration,

and running into your arms just to be held by you again.

the familiar kisses linger on my lips,

the familiar butterflies have returned to my stomach,

and my heart is racing with anticipation.

the overwhelming emotions are preventing me from thinking clearly.

you will be the end of me, i know it.

worst december ever

it was spent being sick and under house arrest.

because of being sick, i don't get to stay out late at night

or sleep over anywhere.

because of being sick, i don't get to go to the

biggest event of the year FOR FREE,

that i was looking forward to since summer.

my whole christmas break got ruined.

it fucking sucks.

but somehow, i'm still somewhat happy

and still excited for christmas.

i'm REALLY excited for saturday,

so i hope nothing ruins that for me.

oh no

i've got it bad

>.<

never in my life,

has a smile stopped my heart.

someone kill me please