but its the memory of what i was going
through thats keeping them on.
it amuses me to see how much has changed,
but gone right back to how they used to be.
i wish i thought of that before,
cause some of the deleted blogs have to do with my life again.
HINT HINT, wink wink.
so i leave with these words,
these parting words i need to get out of my head:
my heart is being taken over once again
by the same shadow of my past.
i feel like crying with happiness,
screaming with frustration,
and running into your arms just to be held by you again.
the familiar kisses linger on my lips,
the familiar butterflies have returned to my stomach,
and my heart is racing with anticipation.
the overwhelming emotions are preventing me from thinking clearly.
you will be the end of me, i know it.
