caged

in "the playpen" once again.

goodbye summer.

goodbye freedom.

goodbye often smokeouts.

goodbye trips to hollywood and staying till tuesday

for no reason.

goodbye sleeping late everyday.

goodbye week day beach trips.

goodbye full time job.

and goodbye carefree way of life,

it's time to buckle down as a senior.

two cheers!

my birthday was awesome :D<3

i've survived

another year of my life.

so happy birthday to me :D

i love how birthdays are one of the few days

where you feel loved by everyone,

its a really nice feeling :)

people that hardly even know you say 

happy birthday and wish you well.

i hope my party is a success in the sense

that everyone i care about shows up,

there isn't any drama,

and i have fun.

i would like a good birthday this year since it's

my first one in california, and my past 3 birthdays

have sucked.

turning 14, almost everyone forgot my birthday.

turning 15, horribly deathly sick.

turning 16, mild drama and concern and jealousy.

LETS MAKE IT A GOOD ONE FOR TURNING 17